The reason I keep striving
knowing that now
you think of me unconditionally
Fastens my love
to my life real tight
just for one more chance
to wish you a good morning
after a tender good night
I would like to hold you
I mean I would love
for you to hold me
so I can cry in your arms,
where I can release my pain
that hasn't yet washed away
with yesterday's rain
Carrie, believe that
my feelings are sincere
and bottled just for our kids
to share and experience one day
whether it's stormy out or sunny
I want to show you again
my first smile my first fear
of not keeping you near,
I struggle now a little
because I don't get to secure
that beautiful place
in your chest that lies
Within the Middle
Wednesday, November 21, 2001
Monday, March 12, 2001
I Want to be Addicted....
I just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings where just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the'
wait......this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start........so here I go.
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can just quietly enter you,
my penis does breathe for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you
over and over again,
I'm so nasty......
I want you to pour your life
inside of my mouth,,,,
I want to look like those idiots
in those got milk ads,,,
got cum or shall I say gism,
I would like to freeze
or better yet consider saving it,
because what will happen
when you are not around,
I may be in need of it
and you no - no one can
do it better or like I can, cause
I Want to be Addicted....
sometimes when it comes to you
as a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings where just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the'
wait......this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start........so here I go.
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can just quietly enter you,
my penis does breathe for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you
over and over again,
I'm so nasty......
I want you to pour your life
inside of my mouth,,,,
I want to look like those idiots
in those got milk ads,,,
got cum or shall I say gism,
I would like to freeze
or better yet consider saving it,
because what will happen
when you are not around,
I may be in need of it
and you no - no one can
do it better or like I can, cause
I Want to be Addicted....
To Permanently Keep Safe
I wake up to think about you,
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight, head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever
and listen to one another
can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother
or relax physically and emotionally
right next to each other?
I am destined to be that Man
for your tears to fall,
so tender as the touch
of an open heart to a cotton ball,
never to blink, is the approach I shall take
as pictures are to be developed
your smile is forever in my mind
To Permanently Keep Safe
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight, head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever
and listen to one another
can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother
or relax physically and emotionally
right next to each other?
I am destined to be that Man
for your tears to fall,
so tender as the touch
of an open heart to a cotton ball,
never to blink, is the approach I shall take
as pictures are to be developed
your smile is forever in my mind
To Permanently Keep Safe
Even the Best of Us
You are so dear
and special to me,
this is new to me,
I don't know how
you may take this,
I hope in a good way,
you are the first woman
I've cried for,
I cry for all of the reasons
I share my poetry with you,
I cry for the time we take
in expressing our feelings to each other,
I cry because you are
the first beautiful young lady
that shows an insurmountable interest
in me as a person,
I cry because I want you to last forever,
usually there is an agenda,
but with you it is different,
you are like a sensation
I never felt before.
Everything that I share with you is real,
and I apologize if I let the man
in me get out of hand,
but you have to realize that,
and you probably know this already,
you are very sexy,
and that kind of attraction,
can take it's toll on
Even the Best of Us
and special to me,
this is new to me,
I don't know how
you may take this,
I hope in a good way,
you are the first woman
I've cried for,
I cry for all of the reasons
I share my poetry with you,
I cry for the time we take
in expressing our feelings to each other,
I cry because you are
the first beautiful young lady
that shows an insurmountable interest
in me as a person,
I cry because I want you to last forever,
usually there is an agenda,
but with you it is different,
you are like a sensation
I never felt before.
Everything that I share with you is real,
and I apologize if I let the man
in me get out of hand,
but you have to realize that,
and you probably know this already,
you are very sexy,
and that kind of attraction,
can take it's toll on
Even the Best of Us
Friday, March 02, 2001
To Relax Our Shadows With
If I can count how many ways to please you
I would fall asleep dreaming about waking up
just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you
even when I don't try.
So ask yourself, or just forever wonder why,
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make
passionate silk sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that
just taking this time to use
my own personal fantasy visualizations to express
the way I hunger for more of your time,
more of your subliminal escapes to my shine
as the suns rays are ours
To Relax Our Shadows With
I would fall asleep dreaming about waking up
just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you
even when I don't try.
So ask yourself, or just forever wonder why,
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make
passionate silk sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that
just taking this time to use
my own personal fantasy visualizations to express
the way I hunger for more of your time,
more of your subliminal escapes to my shine
as the suns rays are ours
To Relax Our Shadows With
Its Yours
I wondered what it would be
if I stood with you under a sky
full of light, full of gentle breezes,
I will hold you tight enough to my heart
I will hold you with attention from the start,
and then we smile, and listen
birds are chirping to our pulse
as we continue to wait for a sign,
a sign to start with the fantasy
of resting in one another souls,
I want you to have mine because
Its Yours
if I stood with you under a sky
full of light, full of gentle breezes,
I will hold you tight enough to my heart
I will hold you with attention from the start,
and then we smile, and listen
birds are chirping to our pulse
as we continue to wait for a sign,
a sign to start with the fantasy
of resting in one another souls,
I want you to have mine because
Its Yours
Longlast With Me
I want to think of you as mine
I want to last in your mind
I forever.
I want you to think about me
in your time of despair
Think about AHKMEL
Loving you unconditionally
Like a man is suppose to
Remember the introduction
Remember the respect
I showed you from the start
Have control of your passion
Your distractions
for all I will ever desire
from you is your heart
along with its undivided attention
For you I will cross my soul
and hope to stay alive
just for one more night
to express to you
what is on my mind
Woman I want to make you my song
The never ending soft melody
I hear when I awake
in the morning
The perfect chirp
giving my a reason to rise
fixing you breakfast
and a cup of tea or coffee
before you go to work
So craft with me
and laugh with me
so that you will
Longlast With Me
I want to last in your mind
I forever.
I want you to think about me
in your time of despair
Think about AHKMEL
Loving you unconditionally
Like a man is suppose to
Remember the introduction
Remember the respect
I showed you from the start
Have control of your passion
Your distractions
for all I will ever desire
from you is your heart
along with its undivided attention
For you I will cross my soul
and hope to stay alive
just for one more night
to express to you
what is on my mind
Woman I want to make you my song
The never ending soft melody
I hear when I awake
in the morning
The perfect chirp
giving my a reason to rise
fixing you breakfast
and a cup of tea or coffee
before you go to work
So craft with me
and laugh with me
so that you will
Longlast With Me
Poetic Communication
charles says:
Good morning
Shaanna says:
good morning
charles says:
how are you today
Shaanna says:
i'm fine, but my boss is kind of moody which is kind of affecting my mood, ya know?
charles says:
I will leave you in peace and hope to see you soon
Shaanna says:
who said i needed to be left in peace?
charles says:
lets do something right now
Shaanna says:
what do you want to do?
charles says:
let us lead each other with courageous smiles certifying our endless search for love and understanding.....now you add how and what you feel like continuing with a verse in an expressive poetic form
Shaanna says:
holding hands, walking together in a path leading to an eternity of happiness....
charles says:
I wish to be that forever in your life/ no worry needed ever as I grasp your life to protect and secure it with mine own...
Shaanna says:
all fears have been erased as the power of your being has cralwed into my heart and healed the wounds left by others
charles says:
remarkable is the staff that shines, the eyes that gleam/ let me hold the world in my arms for you/ we can take trips like this forever
charles says:
we can take trips like this forever
Shaanna says:
wanting for nothing, as my world is complete with your presence, seeing the world with eyes of love, soaking up what is your essence
charles says:
afraid nor, the spells of the original creator
Shaanna says:
he, who has placed you in my life, as my angel, my everlasting sunshine
charles says:
letting the warmth and breath of reassurance coat your soul/ flamboyantly I relate to the wonders of your mentality and its control/ my slavery exist for you
Good morning
Shaanna says:
good morning
charles says:
how are you today
Shaanna says:
i'm fine, but my boss is kind of moody which is kind of affecting my mood, ya know?
charles says:
I will leave you in peace and hope to see you soon
Shaanna says:
who said i needed to be left in peace?
charles says:
lets do something right now
Shaanna says:
what do you want to do?
charles says:
let us lead each other with courageous smiles certifying our endless search for love and understanding.....now you add how and what you feel like continuing with a verse in an expressive poetic form
Shaanna says:
holding hands, walking together in a path leading to an eternity of happiness....
charles says:
I wish to be that forever in your life/ no worry needed ever as I grasp your life to protect and secure it with mine own...
Shaanna says:
all fears have been erased as the power of your being has cralwed into my heart and healed the wounds left by others
charles says:
remarkable is the staff that shines, the eyes that gleam/ let me hold the world in my arms for you/ we can take trips like this forever
charles says:
we can take trips like this forever
Shaanna says:
wanting for nothing, as my world is complete with your presence, seeing the world with eyes of love, soaking up what is your essence
charles says:
afraid nor, the spells of the original creator
Shaanna says:
he, who has placed you in my life, as my angel, my everlasting sunshine
charles says:
letting the warmth and breath of reassurance coat your soul/ flamboyantly I relate to the wonders of your mentality and its control/ my slavery exist for you
Thursday, March 01, 2001
Everlasting Love
Eyes water,
look the umbrella
of a lash
catches the elegance of you
hidden compassion,
Broken scriptures
manifested verbally over
soft melodies of the ocean,
mermaids I see
dance for the sun and swim
for the chance
to capture the tears that I
have cried for you,
Lonely without your scent,
Alone again with just
the last memory of a
.....words can't describe
your radiance
leave from your shadow,
and stand beside me,
stand beside a creature of
Earth created for you
from birth, I know I've met
you for a reason
where because of the touch
of your hand
keeps me breathing
and needing,
hoping and praying
for that one moment
to provide you with
Everlasting Love
look the umbrella
of a lash
catches the elegance of you
hidden compassion,
Broken scriptures
manifested verbally over
soft melodies of the ocean,
mermaids I see
dance for the sun and swim
for the chance
to capture the tears that I
have cried for you,
Lonely without your scent,
Alone again with just
the last memory of a
.....words can't describe
your radiance
leave from your shadow,
and stand beside me,
stand beside a creature of
Earth created for you
from birth, I know I've met
you for a reason
where because of the touch
of your hand
keeps me breathing
and needing,
hoping and praying
for that one moment
to provide you with
Everlasting Love
Wednesday, February 28, 2001
Until I Met You
Last night,
I mean
The perfect everything
as you are apart of my
Eternal beliefs
Last night
You opened up you
to me
I am so in love with you
and I know that it
is only the beginning
as it is also
very spiritually meant to be
Let me put my ALL
into comforting you
then with your permission
I ask of you to welcome
My heart
as it may be a moment
that my voice
will become silent
because of how choked up
I get when you respond
with your heart
leaving me melting on
every word like ice cream
and I thought my life
couldn't get any better
Until I Met You
I mean
The perfect everything
as you are apart of my
Eternal beliefs
Last night
You opened up you
to me
I am so in love with you
and I know that it
is only the beginning
as it is also
very spiritually meant to be
Let me put my ALL
into comforting you
then with your permission
I ask of you to welcome
My heart
as it may be a moment
that my voice
will become silent
because of how choked up
I get when you respond
with your heart
leaving me melting on
every word like ice cream
and I thought my life
couldn't get any better
Until I Met You
Tuesday, February 27, 2001
I'm Still Coming
Even when there's space between
what we have
we both know about the truth
the freedom to once again love
over and over again
the magnetic pull on me you have
is just remarkable
I never knew a feeling
until it was you I came across
I came inside your world
your flesh, your hold, your everything
I`m impressed by the way
with me you became undressed
first your emotions
then your impeccable sexually
to the wonders of me you expressed
I will return, I will address
the furthermore importance
of my next trip
that will keep your mind spinning
and your heart gunning
just to let you know that
returning to see you
is not a problem because
I'm Still Coming
AHKMEL PHAROD 02/27/2001 5:15PM
what we have
we both know about the truth
the freedom to once again love
over and over again
the magnetic pull on me you have
is just remarkable
I never knew a feeling
until it was you I came across
I came inside your world
your flesh, your hold, your everything
I`m impressed by the way
with me you became undressed
first your emotions
then your impeccable sexually
to the wonders of me you expressed
I will return, I will address
the furthermore importance
of my next trip
that will keep your mind spinning
and your heart gunning
just to let you know that
returning to see you
is not a problem because
I'm Still Coming
AHKMEL PHAROD 02/27/2001 5:15PM
In The You
In the morning
You ran your fingers
through my hair
I felt you I felt needed
Inside of the mind
A smile formed
I like smiling
Embraced by your proximity
I love being in your company
You surprise me
to this day
The way under the sheets
we tangle our legs
Bonding responding
to each others touch
I like touching
Cuddling under the sun
as it pierces through
my window
Us are the now
Tentative to the future
in the We
I love the way
You understand
the you in the me
Like the way
I love the me
In The You
You ran your fingers
through my hair
I felt you I felt needed
Inside of the mind
A smile formed
I like smiling
Embraced by your proximity
I love being in your company
You surprise me
to this day
The way under the sheets
we tangle our legs
Bonding responding
to each others touch
I like touching
Cuddling under the sun
as it pierces through
my window
Us are the now
Tentative to the future
in the We
I love the way
You understand
the you in the me
Like the way
I love the me
In The You
Monday, February 26, 2001
Powerfully Mentally
Mental levity
My Devotion
True in form
The way we kiss
Sensual Love Potions
Continental Drifting
for your memory
as I am hungry
for your revolutionary energy
Verbally each day I cry
striving to heal
Rooted deeply
within your Utopia
Herbally your presence
Tempting me as it continues
to pull me consistently
I desire to relax
upon your spirit
as it seeks
to strengthen me
with a different love
For Self universally
Allowing my cancer moon
to balance itself perfectly
Returning to stay
as for you my love
I shall remain healthy
strong and
Powerfully Mentally
My Devotion
True in form
The way we kiss
Sensual Love Potions
Continental Drifting
for your memory
as I am hungry
for your revolutionary energy
Verbally each day I cry
striving to heal
Rooted deeply
within your Utopia
Herbally your presence
Tempting me as it continues
to pull me consistently
I desire to relax
upon your spirit
as it seeks
to strengthen me
with a different love
For Self universally
Allowing my cancer moon
to balance itself perfectly
Returning to stay
as for you my love
I shall remain healthy
strong and
Powerfully Mentally
Friday, February 23, 2001
Forever In the Sun
What makes you feel
the way you feel for me?
What have I done
to be treated so specially?
How do I respond
when you are next to me?
Letting my heart
get the best of me,
I can’t move I can’t breathe
What are you doing to me?
Why am I not able to sleep
when I don’t drink coffee?
Awake with thoughts of you
making me feel like
the first time your eyes
met mine,
I was attracted to your stare
that reminded me
of a ray of sunshine,
entranced with such
a beautiful presentation
making me feel a new
sensation,
in a year that had just begun
wanting and needing you,
like being
Forever In the Sun
the way you feel for me?
What have I done
to be treated so specially?
How do I respond
when you are next to me?
Letting my heart
get the best of me,
I can’t move I can’t breathe
What are you doing to me?
Why am I not able to sleep
when I don’t drink coffee?
Awake with thoughts of you
making me feel like
the first time your eyes
met mine,
I was attracted to your stare
that reminded me
of a ray of sunshine,
entranced with such
a beautiful presentation
making me feel a new
sensation,
in a year that had just begun
wanting and needing you,
like being
Forever In the Sun
This Feeling
There, I know have been times
that you just wanted to sit free
Free from the captivity
of lust, desire and greed
wanting to explore
your personal divinity
that vibe you feel
when you come across
a different energy
a pull that leaves you
and your mentality...
spinning webs of tranquility
cocooning your prey
with smiles of security
as I have now become a part
of your history
admitting that I can't
hardly wait for you to free me
so I can wrap my arms around you
a new type of inspiration
that keeps me wanting
to know if you feel the need
for love, inside of your eyes
I noticed a reflection of your pain
I'm sorry for looking so close
I couldn't help myself
it's just that I want to be
that change, making the difference
just to honor and respect you
like upon the earth
the purpose of rain.....
understanding that along with you
It’s like a sensual healing
that will never allow me to escape
This Feeling
that you just wanted to sit free
Free from the captivity
of lust, desire and greed
wanting to explore
your personal divinity
that vibe you feel
when you come across
a different energy
a pull that leaves you
and your mentality...
spinning webs of tranquility
cocooning your prey
with smiles of security
as I have now become a part
of your history
admitting that I can't
hardly wait for you to free me
so I can wrap my arms around you
a new type of inspiration
that keeps me wanting
to know if you feel the need
for love, inside of your eyes
I noticed a reflection of your pain
I'm sorry for looking so close
I couldn't help myself
it's just that I want to be
that change, making the difference
just to honor and respect you
like upon the earth
the purpose of rain.....
understanding that along with you
It’s like a sensual healing
that will never allow me to escape
This Feeling
For The First Time
Days of thinking
Entrapped by a wondering
of spiritual bliss
I once before felt
truly like this
accepted by a smile
but neglected by it's
emptiness
where do I turn
Who do I run to
when I need love?
Though hope is kept
it’s just not secure
tightly upon my soul
like a glove
I see dreams come true
I see the truth now
when they don't come true
as I will continue to
set my mind at ease
when it comes to you
as well as the confidence
it will take
when I am finally approached
by you
For The First Time
Entrapped by a wondering
of spiritual bliss
I once before felt
truly like this
accepted by a smile
but neglected by it's
emptiness
where do I turn
Who do I run to
when I need love?
Though hope is kept
it’s just not secure
tightly upon my soul
like a glove
I see dreams come true
I see the truth now
when they don't come true
as I will continue to
set my mind at ease
when it comes to you
as well as the confidence
it will take
when I am finally approached
by you
For The First Time
Thursday, February 22, 2001
RELAX AND LISTEN
Someone so incredible
is the you in your first name
the strength of your soul
in your last
I stand here
I'm attentive only to you
believe that
as I vow before you
to never ever leave you astray
I don't want to go
for beautiful you are
similar to those 30 carat
Diamond Studded Hearts
inside of my mind
I see you
inside of my dreams
I need you
as they are sweet and peaceful
like the way Canadians
are very hospitable
again I will learn
something different
about my worlds position
as I, with you
then you, with me
RELAX AND LISTEN
is the you in your first name
the strength of your soul
in your last
I stand here
I'm attentive only to you
believe that
as I vow before you
to never ever leave you astray
I don't want to go
for beautiful you are
similar to those 30 carat
Diamond Studded Hearts
inside of my mind
I see you
inside of my dreams
I need you
as they are sweet and peaceful
like the way Canadians
are very hospitable
again I will learn
something different
about my worlds position
as I, with you
then you, with me
RELAX AND LISTEN
Wednesday, February 21, 2001
MY ORIGINAL LOVE
Suddenly the security
appeared from out of
the spirit of you
All my life I have waited
for this moment
to share the reason
I would fight love for you
as you are more than love
as love for me is more than
what is actually known
Packing my bags
without hesitating
when it comes to you
and only you
This feeling
is truly remarkable
I don't ever want it to descend
As in my dreams
I am able to fly
but not high enough
As in the world
the level of me wanting you
is not defined enough
and this I know
A chance is what you
have given me
now watch
what I do with it
Everyday in my right mind
I shall never go left with it
The other night I looked
to the sky
and the moon was crescent
as this will be
the 1st quarter
of the reality of expressing
My original love
followed by
My 2nd quarter
Subliminal love
then empowered by
My 3rd quarter
Criminal love
stealing you away from
Your own love just to keep
the promises in orbit
which brings me to
My 4th quarter
Indivisible love
leading back
to the 1st quarter
which again will be
the most important
introduced and known
to you as
MY ORIGINAL LOVE
appeared from out of
the spirit of you
All my life I have waited
for this moment
to share the reason
I would fight love for you
as you are more than love
as love for me is more than
what is actually known
Packing my bags
without hesitating
when it comes to you
and only you
This feeling
is truly remarkable
I don't ever want it to descend
As in my dreams
I am able to fly
but not high enough
As in the world
the level of me wanting you
is not defined enough
and this I know
A chance is what you
have given me
now watch
what I do with it
Everyday in my right mind
I shall never go left with it
The other night I looked
to the sky
and the moon was crescent
as this will be
the 1st quarter
of the reality of expressing
My original love
followed by
My 2nd quarter
Subliminal love
then empowered by
My 3rd quarter
Criminal love
stealing you away from
Your own love just to keep
the promises in orbit
which brings me to
My 4th quarter
Indivisible love
leading back
to the 1st quarter
which again will be
the most important
introduced and known
to you as
MY ORIGINAL LOVE
Feeling Pain
It's going to be alright
she said...
as the tears were already
running down my cheeks
in front of her
for the first time I cried
empty is how she has me
feeling inside
I was in need of a hug
she stood
I was in need of a healing
so I could search
for a way to reveal
the passion I only
had for her
what was the matter
I kept asking myself
with her
caught within the abyss
projecting images
that were highly negative
afraid of the out come of this
because my tears
have disappeared
while my heart beats in fear
I look to the mirror
for answers
I look to my Lord and Savior
in return he comforts me
but the wounds still remain
as the woman of my life
has for the first time
left me
Feeling Pain
she said...
as the tears were already
running down my cheeks
in front of her
for the first time I cried
empty is how she has me
feeling inside
I was in need of a hug
she stood
I was in need of a healing
so I could search
for a way to reveal
the passion I only
had for her
what was the matter
I kept asking myself
with her
caught within the abyss
projecting images
that were highly negative
afraid of the out come of this
because my tears
have disappeared
while my heart beats in fear
I look to the mirror
for answers
I look to my Lord and Savior
in return he comforts me
but the wounds still remain
as the woman of my life
has for the first time
left me
Feeling Pain
Monday, February 19, 2001
REJUVINATING
There is a heart
that has had your name on it
since the first day
I threw my eyes your way,
Therefore why does it rain
on my parade
every time I walk out in your shade,
I become afraid
because I still have
My mentality enslaved
with the thoughts
of not being able
to take you with me
to my grave,
I walked the miles
that your love paved,
I opened doors to new life
that Jehovah again gave
His sun who is named
AHKMEL PHAROD
because he shines like one
Confessing to you a promise
that I to myself I have made,
dealing with why I'm nervous
when it comes to you
and your spirit
which is sweeter then marmalade,
Slowly I become engulfed
in your attention
and your diversified complexion,
You are like a dream
I'm stuck in,
as well as a picture together
we are stuck in,
Nervous, because I'm still
in your eyes
short of perfect
and I don't know
how to deal with that
I keep looking back,
I mean I keep looking back,
your eyes once bright,
now closed to my flight
as I still exist just enough
for my life
to accept me
allowing me to continue this fight
to survive life,
do you understand
that your womanhood
has to be more than
what you think,
the same way
I look into your world
without one blink,
Interesting you are
but I know that
what I feel toward you
there is more,
Happy for you is I,
along with the fourth eye,
which allows me to see
the way you really feel
about my world, my sky,
touch me my lovely Butterfly,
want me my lovely Butterfly
as my sentiments
are merely innocent
however the way I feel is permanent,
escape your dimensions
for a moment to help me
with a needed self cleansing
as I am reaching out
for that excitement
you've once shown me
which I found
REJUVINATING
that has had your name on it
since the first day
I threw my eyes your way,
Therefore why does it rain
on my parade
every time I walk out in your shade,
I become afraid
because I still have
My mentality enslaved
with the thoughts
of not being able
to take you with me
to my grave,
I walked the miles
that your love paved,
I opened doors to new life
that Jehovah again gave
His sun who is named
AHKMEL PHAROD
because he shines like one
Confessing to you a promise
that I to myself I have made,
dealing with why I'm nervous
when it comes to you
and your spirit
which is sweeter then marmalade,
Slowly I become engulfed
in your attention
and your diversified complexion,
You are like a dream
I'm stuck in,
as well as a picture together
we are stuck in,
Nervous, because I'm still
in your eyes
short of perfect
and I don't know
how to deal with that
I keep looking back,
I mean I keep looking back,
your eyes once bright,
now closed to my flight
as I still exist just enough
for my life
to accept me
allowing me to continue this fight
to survive life,
do you understand
that your womanhood
has to be more than
what you think,
the same way
I look into your world
without one blink,
Interesting you are
but I know that
what I feel toward you
there is more,
Happy for you is I,
along with the fourth eye,
which allows me to see
the way you really feel
about my world, my sky,
touch me my lovely Butterfly,
want me my lovely Butterfly
as my sentiments
are merely innocent
however the way I feel is permanent,
escape your dimensions
for a moment to help me
with a needed self cleansing
as I am reaching out
for that excitement
you've once shown me
which I found
REJUVINATING
Friday, February 16, 2001
SHINING BRIGHT AND PROUD
This love letter
today I write just for you
and your memories of me
a song recorded then played
inside of your mind
repetitiously,
I never want
the way I feel about you
to come to an end
I mean I know
you are suppose to be
with me forever
like a best friend
let us be pals loving
to communicate
either by phone
or through the strokes
of permanent ink pens
I'm waiting for you
to asked of me
what I ask of myself
I want my good health
to be your perfect health
just so you can live
happily ever after with me
committing ourselves
forever floating up above
the highest mountain peeks
expressing over
and over again the love
we have for each other
out loud moving away clouds
leaving the Sun
SHINING BRIGHT AND PROUD
today I write just for you
and your memories of me
a song recorded then played
inside of your mind
repetitiously,
I never want
the way I feel about you
to come to an end
I mean I know
you are suppose to be
with me forever
like a best friend
let us be pals loving
to communicate
either by phone
or through the strokes
of permanent ink pens
I'm waiting for you
to asked of me
what I ask of myself
I want my good health
to be your perfect health
just so you can live
happily ever after with me
committing ourselves
forever floating up above
the highest mountain peeks
expressing over
and over again the love
we have for each other
out loud moving away clouds
leaving the Sun
SHINING BRIGHT AND PROUD
Thursday, February 15, 2001
PLATINUM RAIN
From the first time
the eyes glowing within
the rain reflecting
across the skies your name
rainbows outlined in Platinum,
your face appeared
I knew I've seen you before
Love,
pouring down upon my soul
washing away all of this pain
forever I want to stay
out by your side
never looking to with
these feelings hide
how I truly feel
can this be ever so real
as droplets fall upon my flesh
I can't help but
to lose my breath
please tell me
what else can I do
as I look to stand
forever in your
PLATINUM RAIN..
the eyes glowing within
the rain reflecting
across the skies your name
rainbows outlined in Platinum,
your face appeared
I knew I've seen you before
Love,
pouring down upon my soul
washing away all of this pain
forever I want to stay
out by your side
never looking to with
these feelings hide
how I truly feel
can this be ever so real
as droplets fall upon my flesh
I can't help but
to lose my breath
please tell me
what else can I do
as I look to stand
forever in your
PLATINUM RAIN..
AGAIN
The beating of your heart
The way you breathe
The thoughts you have
are now just for me
The, I wonder what it would feel like
Troubles your emotions for another
How can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain
Tears of angels
not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free from
any permanent scars or vain
so in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
JUST FOR YOU TO
wake up because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice
AGAIN
The way you breathe
The thoughts you have
are now just for me
The, I wonder what it would feel like
Troubles your emotions for another
How can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain
Tears of angels
not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free from
any permanent scars or vain
so in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
JUST FOR YOU TO
wake up because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice
AGAIN
Wednesday, February 14, 2001
POWERFUL LOVE POEMS
Here is a remedy to evaporate
the tears that you shed
from in your eyes
here is a solution to keep
the sun shinning through
your bad days trapped
within your gray skies
bringing you an expression
greater than the ones shared
on a day full of valentines
I prayed to the seventh star
last night as I walked home
from Virginia to Washington, D.C.,
I even sang a song
I made up
TITLED: MY HEART IS FAR FROM EMPTY,
AHKMEL PHAROD loves his good and plenty
like your inspired energy
your smile and your left behind memories,
I can't wait to see you
like my words I compose
each day, endless infinite sequels
I have to share with you,
I can't see myself
doing anything else
except to continue
to try to reach you
I will, I am, I hope,
my heart I can't imagine it
being broke
just the thought
makes me choke,
I'm caught up to much
in sharing with you
these love notes,
sensual affectionate love quotes,
along with my experienced
POWERFUL LOVE POEMS
the tears that you shed
from in your eyes
here is a solution to keep
the sun shinning through
your bad days trapped
within your gray skies
bringing you an expression
greater than the ones shared
on a day full of valentines
I prayed to the seventh star
last night as I walked home
from Virginia to Washington, D.C.,
I even sang a song
I made up
TITLED: MY HEART IS FAR FROM EMPTY,
AHKMEL PHAROD loves his good and plenty
like your inspired energy
your smile and your left behind memories,
I can't wait to see you
like my words I compose
each day, endless infinite sequels
I have to share with you,
I can't see myself
doing anything else
except to continue
to try to reach you
I will, I am, I hope,
my heart I can't imagine it
being broke
just the thought
makes me choke,
I'm caught up to much
in sharing with you
these love notes,
sensual affectionate love quotes,
along with my experienced
POWERFUL LOVE POEMS
Monday, February 12, 2001
MACROCOSMIC AFFECTION
As my Mars and Jupiter
converse the universe
I feel your appreciation
which leaves me to say
You are very welcome,
Understand my Love
that it is I
Who watches
upon your soul everyday,
Your guidance
is recognized spiritually,
Love between us
will allow us to live forever
in each others lives,
The day I found you
I became blessed,
amazing me
As you reminded me
of mother earth,
Sights, which lay upon your smile
provided me
with the energy
I needed to expand my smile,
I'm so glad
that you are in my world,
as our future
will complete another's.
From a sister to a brother
I pledge my goals
and aspirations to you,
The latitude of your longitude
The tropic of my Cancer
do you remember
the bright flowers
you once picked?
Remember how
I stood by your side
as you sniffed,
resulting in you feeling
like nothing
could stop you
from taking mental trips
Meditating
freeing your soul
to be protected
by my correlation
telepathic communication
leaving me with a different sense of
MACROCOSMIC AFFECTION
converse the universe
I feel your appreciation
which leaves me to say
You are very welcome,
Understand my Love
that it is I
Who watches
upon your soul everyday,
Your guidance
is recognized spiritually,
Love between us
will allow us to live forever
in each others lives,
The day I found you
I became blessed,
amazing me
As you reminded me
of mother earth,
Sights, which lay upon your smile
provided me
with the energy
I needed to expand my smile,
I'm so glad
that you are in my world,
as our future
will complete another's.
From a sister to a brother
I pledge my goals
and aspirations to you,
The latitude of your longitude
The tropic of my Cancer
do you remember
the bright flowers
you once picked?
Remember how
I stood by your side
as you sniffed,
resulting in you feeling
like nothing
could stop you
from taking mental trips
Meditating
freeing your soul
to be protected
by my correlation
telepathic communication
leaving me with a different sense of
MACROCOSMIC AFFECTION
Friday, February 09, 2001
TRUE COLOURS
Shinning brighter now
I see I have your attention
though still divided
I feel the Love I have for you
is not in contention
Calling me Crazy
Woman I'm only crazy
for you
Crazy for your smile
Crazy for the passion
that day by day
shortens the distance
between our miles
one day some day
better yet today
I am here to let you know
that no one needs
you more than I
Inspiration is You
in my life and my thoughts
where ever I go
so many feelings
you have into my life brought
as everything I do
has an extra effort
put forth,
THANK YOU
very, very much
THANK YOU
for your confidence
in my touch,
Doesn't it feel good?
My late night voice
You
as my long distance choice
I keep my throat my moist
I want to express
and express
leaving no room
for unwanted stress
let me be your only stalker
infinite love enforcer
you know me
to the 7th degree
I will never stop sharing
with you this poetry
so look out because
I'm far from over with you
I've started something
however in actuality
I'm just getting started
I wish you could've seen
the Atlantic Ocean
after I parted it
beneath the sea
lied the most exquisite imagery
Red diamonds surrounded by
Purple rubies outlined in gold
Scribes of stories untold
Love poetry 1billion years old
even now I search for
different words to describe
the ambience left behind
inside of my mind
which also reminded me
of your smile
as well as your
TRUE COLOURS
I see I have your attention
though still divided
I feel the Love I have for you
is not in contention
Calling me Crazy
Woman I'm only crazy
for you
Crazy for your smile
Crazy for the passion
that day by day
shortens the distance
between our miles
one day some day
better yet today
I am here to let you know
that no one needs
you more than I
Inspiration is You
in my life and my thoughts
where ever I go
so many feelings
you have into my life brought
as everything I do
has an extra effort
put forth,
THANK YOU
very, very much
THANK YOU
for your confidence
in my touch,
Doesn't it feel good?
My late night voice
You
as my long distance choice
I keep my throat my moist
I want to express
and express
leaving no room
for unwanted stress
let me be your only stalker
infinite love enforcer
you know me
to the 7th degree
I will never stop sharing
with you this poetry
so look out because
I'm far from over with you
I've started something
however in actuality
I'm just getting started
I wish you could've seen
the Atlantic Ocean
after I parted it
beneath the sea
lied the most exquisite imagery
Red diamonds surrounded by
Purple rubies outlined in gold
Scribes of stories untold
Love poetry 1billion years old
even now I search for
different words to describe
the ambience left behind
inside of my mind
which also reminded me
of your smile
as well as your
TRUE COLOURS
Thursday, February 08, 2001
SOLID LOVE MISSIONS
Just trying
maybe attempting
to be myself
when it comes to you
it's like seeing
the sunset for the first time
Wonderful
The way I wish
for you to allow
yourself with me
to become the only woman
for me
though I know
it is a difficult decision
to make
Just to say don't take to long
would that make me wrong?
Leaving you already
Strong
when I merely
would just like to sit
and listen
then share your thoughts
as we switch positions
I believe that you are
Our future
Our children
Our intellect
Our wisdom
Our strength
Our double cross-stitching
each others hearts together
to form
SOLID LOVE MISSIONS
maybe attempting
to be myself
when it comes to you
it's like seeing
the sunset for the first time
Wonderful
The way I wish
for you to allow
yourself with me
to become the only woman
for me
though I know
it is a difficult decision
to make
Just to say don't take to long
would that make me wrong?
Leaving you already
Strong
when I merely
would just like to sit
and listen
then share your thoughts
as we switch positions
I believe that you are
Our future
Our children
Our intellect
Our wisdom
Our strength
Our double cross-stitching
each others hearts together
to form
SOLID LOVE MISSIONS
Tuesday, February 06, 2001
THANK YOU
As the first thing left behind
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free
this heavenly rain
to free you from
heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I can do nothing else but
THANK YOU
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free
this heavenly rain
to free you from
heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I can do nothing else but
THANK YOU
WELCOMING ARMS
How can the way I feel
not be clear enough
for you to understand
whether in the snow
or below freezing temperatures,
I'm here to stay
I hunger for your touch again
so gentle, lets exchange vows
and practice them each day
until your day,
the day when I
put down my foot
and take a stand
to last forever in your life
unlike any other
I'm here to love you
more than your favorite lover
I will travel again
to show you that your dreams
have started to come true
allowing me to surface
these thoughts
just to be embraced
by you and your
WELCOMING ARMS
not be clear enough
for you to understand
whether in the snow
or below freezing temperatures,
I'm here to stay
I hunger for your touch again
so gentle, lets exchange vows
and practice them each day
until your day,
the day when I
put down my foot
and take a stand
to last forever in your life
unlike any other
I'm here to love you
more than your favorite lover
I will travel again
to show you that your dreams
have started to come true
allowing me to surface
these thoughts
just to be embraced
by you and your
WELCOMING ARMS
CATCHING YOU
The night slow
waiting for my presence
rain chasing me indoors
where there was you
my type (PLATINUM)
you appeal to my inner most
the things I can't express
because I'm not quite sure,
why you took your eyes and
placed them upon me
you watch me as I glided
so softly in and out
of the strobe light
I'm different because
I'm persistent
as my earth missions
left me pleasing you
MISSIONARILY
Shaking, convulsing
remembering the racing
of my blood as it was
rapidly pulsing
Mexican jumping....yeah
you like this
because you remember this
figure of another's imagination
famous by far
rising upon your stars
as you caught me
CATCHING YOU
waiting for my presence
rain chasing me indoors
where there was you
my type (PLATINUM)
you appeal to my inner most
the things I can't express
because I'm not quite sure,
why you took your eyes and
placed them upon me
you watch me as I glided
so softly in and out
of the strobe light
I'm different because
I'm persistent
as my earth missions
left me pleasing you
MISSIONARILY
Shaking, convulsing
remembering the racing
of my blood as it was
rapidly pulsing
Mexican jumping....yeah
you like this
because you remember this
figure of another's imagination
famous by far
rising upon your stars
as you caught me
CATCHING YOU
Friday, February 02, 2001
Everyday
Before I rise
I meditate on how much
I'm loved
within my travels
I patiently wait for a sign
before I start to move
seconds passing by
as someone looks up at me
as I rest my rays upon life
existing within this world
perfectly shaped
Cousin of the rainbow
Father of the fertile earth
Mother of beautiful windows
allowing me to shine through
Counselor of comets
and meteors afraid
to fall upon my creations
my children,
born to follow me
before I set
before I sleep
I will never forget to
keep you in my dreams
Everyday
I meditate on how much
I'm loved
within my travels
I patiently wait for a sign
before I start to move
seconds passing by
as someone looks up at me
as I rest my rays upon life
existing within this world
perfectly shaped
Cousin of the rainbow
Father of the fertile earth
Mother of beautiful windows
allowing me to shine through
Counselor of comets
and meteors afraid
to fall upon my creations
my children,
born to follow me
before I set
before I sleep
I will never forget to
keep you in my dreams
Everyday
An Egyptian Mile
Another day passes
as I'm finding strength
within the masses
the knowledge of the afterlife
keeps me understanding promises
I've made to myself
the streamline internal
skyscraping unconditional
tunnelistic approach I take
upon defining my love
as a miracle, reshaping hearts
non-operational,
The life I lead is contagious like a virus
my happiness is similar
to the effects of encephalitis
9 million miles squared
I'm still unprepared
to become more than
the sun shining
on a deserted island as I wish
to always share
my feelings
100 billion inches long
by 100 billion inches wide
mirrored by galaxies
and undiscovered planets
I seek to orbit
like your tender love
I await to fall from the sky
my hands are out
palms facing upward
as I'm more than ready
to catch a smile
wider than
An Egyptian Mile
as I'm finding strength
within the masses
the knowledge of the afterlife
keeps me understanding promises
I've made to myself
the streamline internal
skyscraping unconditional
tunnelistic approach I take
upon defining my love
as a miracle, reshaping hearts
non-operational,
The life I lead is contagious like a virus
my happiness is similar
to the effects of encephalitis
9 million miles squared
I'm still unprepared
to become more than
the sun shining
on a deserted island as I wish
to always share
my feelings
100 billion inches long
by 100 billion inches wide
mirrored by galaxies
and undiscovered planets
I seek to orbit
like your tender love
I await to fall from the sky
my hands are out
palms facing upward
as I'm more than ready
to catch a smile
wider than
An Egyptian Mile
JUST ANOTHER MAN
She warned me of my feelings
but I didn't want to listen
She told me to be careful
but I chose to become a man
She explained to me, life
as I choose to chase dreams
She told me about tears
as I expressed my love
She brought me into her world
where I wanted to stay
She expressed appreciation
Every time I called her name
She held my hand
as I endured her pain
She spoke about growing
as I spoke about the same
She spoke about experiences
while I listened
She opened up her heart
without her own permission
She let me stand in line
as I did with good intention
She let me express myself
as I am not the only man
She listens well to all men
with her in their thoughts
as I have failed to understand
She is her own woman
as I have shown her a superman
She walks straight
as I just watch as another fan
She is loved by many
as I am loved by those with plans
Once again I put myself
in this situation that keeps me
thinking like I'm
JUST ANOTHER MAN
but I didn't want to listen
She told me to be careful
but I chose to become a man
She explained to me, life
as I choose to chase dreams
She told me about tears
as I expressed my love
She brought me into her world
where I wanted to stay
She expressed appreciation
Every time I called her name
She held my hand
as I endured her pain
She spoke about growing
as I spoke about the same
She spoke about experiences
while I listened
She opened up her heart
without her own permission
She let me stand in line
as I did with good intention
She let me express myself
as I am not the only man
She listens well to all men
with her in their thoughts
as I have failed to understand
She is her own woman
as I have shown her a superman
She walks straight
as I just watch as another fan
She is loved by many
as I am loved by those with plans
Once again I put myself
in this situation that keeps me
thinking like I'm
JUST ANOTHER MAN
Thursday, February 01, 2001
Loving Only You
Sweet and caring
I noticed you by how
delicate you typed
your way into my life
Born and ready
to for you stay high
Reciting to you
my movements as I fly
with angels in the sky
look toward the sun
at night and see a star
shining bright
brighter than any other
and blow a kiss good night
for it is me
who is watching out for you
and I don't mind
run and get your family
show them my heart
which has welcomed you
along with a set of footprints
that are no different
than those along the
shores of the Nile,
Furthermore always
remember to smile
as I always will continue
Loving Only You
I noticed you by how
delicate you typed
your way into my life
Born and ready
to for you stay high
Reciting to you
my movements as I fly
with angels in the sky
look toward the sun
at night and see a star
shining bright
brighter than any other
and blow a kiss good night
for it is me
who is watching out for you
and I don't mind
run and get your family
show them my heart
which has welcomed you
along with a set of footprints
that are no different
than those along the
shores of the Nile,
Furthermore always
remember to smile
as I always will continue
Loving Only You
I'LL BE HERE
Here is my shout
to the -5 degree Celsius
lights from houses
in the night, guiding us
directing our friendship
understand this
as you are the best thing
that has happened to me
so far on this planet
taking your hand
just to stamp it
clamping it to my future
committed with the thoughts
of letting you
take me for granted
trust me and my internal
believe me as I
believe You can handle it
marksman aiming at your heart
from the start
releasing you from
any tragic pain, stress
or aggression
providing sight to my world
assisting you through
any rush hour traffic
when your world begins
to darken, just remember
I'LL BE HERE
to the -5 degree Celsius
lights from houses
in the night, guiding us
directing our friendship
understand this
as you are the best thing
that has happened to me
so far on this planet
taking your hand
just to stamp it
clamping it to my future
committed with the thoughts
of letting you
take me for granted
trust me and my internal
believe me as I
believe You can handle it
marksman aiming at your heart
from the start
releasing you from
any tragic pain, stress
or aggression
providing sight to my world
assisting you through
any rush hour traffic
when your world begins
to darken, just remember
I'LL BE HERE
Wednesday, January 31, 2001
A Place to Call Love
I lifted my head
as I walked home
again last night
I aligned my
spiritual harmony upon
what I saw and started
to sing
amazed by the thoughts
you have inspired continuously
"When will my time"
"Be the right time"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"To comfort and keep me"
"To love and need me"
"As I long to desire you
completely"
"I want to be so good to you"
"I need to be so good to you"
"Just so I can live life"
"Non discreetly"
"No more pain"
"No more new names"
"No more games"
"Right now my concentration
is on loving you each day"
"Allowing only dedication to keep us strong"
"Like the true meaning
of this song"
singing it felt so good
the air so clear
welcoming my melodious cry
I even attracted
an audience made up of stars
forming smiles in the sky
hoping that you would notice
as you return in from outside
so fragile are my thoughts
as a child of the moon
is a cancer in need of
A Place to Call Love
as I walked home
again last night
I aligned my
spiritual harmony upon
what I saw and started
to sing
amazed by the thoughts
you have inspired continuously
"When will my time"
"Be the right time"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"To comfort and keep me"
"To love and need me"
"As I long to desire you
completely"
"I want to be so good to you"
"I need to be so good to you"
"Just so I can live life"
"Non discreetly"
"No more pain"
"No more new names"
"No more games"
"Right now my concentration
is on loving you each day"
"Allowing only dedication to keep us strong"
"Like the true meaning
of this song"
singing it felt so good
the air so clear
welcoming my melodious cry
I even attracted
an audience made up of stars
forming smiles in the sky
hoping that you would notice
as you return in from outside
so fragile are my thoughts
as a child of the moon
is a cancer in need of
A Place to Call Love
Monday, January 29, 2001
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
My heart goes out to you
my care, my tears, my warmth, my fear
I cried on my flight last night
as I fight my feelings right now
I never met a soul
until I met yours
I never made love to love
until I made love to yours
Soul mates
I ask if we qualify to be such
remember call my name
and I'll come running
exposing my feelings
which I hope are enough
for you to welcome me
over and over again
relocating just to hold you
relocating because of how I feel
relocating to bring you a man
who really cares about you
a man who is not afraid
to be true to you
while allowing you to be you
this and everyday
I shall cherish each memory
to come of you
as I strive
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
my care, my tears, my warmth, my fear
I cried on my flight last night
as I fight my feelings right now
I never met a soul
until I met yours
I never made love to love
until I made love to yours
Soul mates
I ask if we qualify to be such
remember call my name
and I'll come running
exposing my feelings
which I hope are enough
for you to welcome me
over and over again
relocating just to hold you
relocating because of how I feel
relocating to bring you a man
who really cares about you
a man who is not afraid
to be true to you
while allowing you to be you
this and everyday
I shall cherish each memory
to come of you
as I strive
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
Thursday, January 25, 2001
Inside and Out
Sweet love
was made again
as the night spent
is now a memory
of you and I
Visions of your beautiful
naked body
run through my mind
leaving me
with only one question
Can I belong to just you?
would it be possible
to handcuff my warmth
penetically to what I
enjoy sucking on?
spoiling me and my lust
I thank you for your trust
in the way you keep
allowing me to thrust
so rhythmically inside of you
as I will one day
search for that light
just to become one with you
as I explore my world
looking for whip cream
chains and straps
I want you to enter
and pull the freak out
as I prepare right now
to bang your knees out
for every time you lay
on your back
my aim is only to straighten
your spine out
I don't want to be quiet
I want to express out loud
how you are making me
truly feel
Inside and Out
was made again
as the night spent
is now a memory
of you and I
Visions of your beautiful
naked body
run through my mind
leaving me
with only one question
Can I belong to just you?
would it be possible
to handcuff my warmth
penetically to what I
enjoy sucking on?
spoiling me and my lust
I thank you for your trust
in the way you keep
allowing me to thrust
so rhythmically inside of you
as I will one day
search for that light
just to become one with you
as I explore my world
looking for whip cream
chains and straps
I want you to enter
and pull the freak out
as I prepare right now
to bang your knees out
for every time you lay
on your back
my aim is only to straighten
your spine out
I don't want to be quiet
I want to express out loud
how you are making me
truly feel
Inside and Out
Wednesday, January 24, 2001
Your Beautiful Smile
I'm chasing every
opportunity
to see you
A VELVET PAINTING
a lovely image of a QUEEN
happy to be a QUEEN
dignity reigning supreme
with an attitude
stronger than pride
it is I who seeks to exchange
expressions with you
this is oh so true
as these thoughts
are balanced
with no need for a scale
because of how close
I feel to you
blessed as well as fortunate
as a man who
has longed for such happiness
finally receiving
such a priceless gift
awaiting an invitation
for me to travel 1439 miles
4hours and 51minutes
just to see
Your Beautiful Smile
opportunity
to see you
A VELVET PAINTING
a lovely image of a QUEEN
happy to be a QUEEN
dignity reigning supreme
with an attitude
stronger than pride
it is I who seeks to exchange
expressions with you
this is oh so true
as these thoughts
are balanced
with no need for a scale
because of how close
I feel to you
blessed as well as fortunate
as a man who
has longed for such happiness
finally receiving
such a priceless gift
awaiting an invitation
for me to travel 1439 miles
4hours and 51minutes
just to see
Your Beautiful Smile
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
Today for you
I'll make an exception
Lasting my abilities
for your everlasting welcome
as we were together
for our souls to remember
something different
with the way you repositioned
my heart from the start
I believe in you
as this day is now half
still with enough time
for me to share
how special you are
I think about you
wishing upon a star
the same way your eyes
twinkled each night
we grew apart
Remember I am here to
express to you
just because you are
the source of this energy
that quietly flows through me
Unique as the smile
you continued to show me
Doesn’t it feel good to
fall in love?
it felt good to me
A man with two hands
waiting with gifts to give
to you as you were to me
So precious in everyway
as every kiss will be saved
for your everyday allowing me
to feel special along with you
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
I'll make an exception
Lasting my abilities
for your everlasting welcome
as we were together
for our souls to remember
something different
with the way you repositioned
my heart from the start
I believe in you
as this day is now half
still with enough time
for me to share
how special you are
I think about you
wishing upon a star
the same way your eyes
twinkled each night
we grew apart
Remember I am here to
express to you
just because you are
the source of this energy
that quietly flows through me
Unique as the smile
you continued to show me
Doesn’t it feel good to
fall in love?
it felt good to me
A man with two hands
waiting with gifts to give
to you as you were to me
So precious in everyway
as every kiss will be saved
for your everyday allowing me
to feel special along with you
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
Tuesday, January 23, 2001
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
A window slightly cracked
To welcome a temperature
Just right for you and I
To rest in each others dreams
As the aroma of spring drapes
The walls of my room
Potpourri eases the mind
As lilacs secures patience
of the tears
ready to form in my eyes
Carnation promises are made
To tighten my grip on life
and the joy
of daffodil pillows
Providing my head
With thoughts of you, so soft
As to the color of melodies
sung out loud
by a sunflower orchestra
Complimenting a sweet surprise
from the tropics,
Daily
let me provide you exotica
with my voice
followed by my touch
I want you
to smell the Orchids
Accompanied by
Birds of paradise
where I want to bring you,
Making you dresses out of
Tulips and Ginger
attracting beautiful butterflies
day and night just for me
to prepare a speech
about tender love
Wishing for you
To become my lady of desire
As the appetite is for you
Which I hope that is all
That you require for us
to continue keeping on
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
To welcome a temperature
Just right for you and I
To rest in each others dreams
As the aroma of spring drapes
The walls of my room
Potpourri eases the mind
As lilacs secures patience
of the tears
ready to form in my eyes
Carnation promises are made
To tighten my grip on life
and the joy
of daffodil pillows
Providing my head
With thoughts of you, so soft
As to the color of melodies
sung out loud
by a sunflower orchestra
Complimenting a sweet surprise
from the tropics,
Daily
let me provide you exotica
with my voice
followed by my touch
I want you
to smell the Orchids
Accompanied by
Birds of paradise
where I want to bring you,
Making you dresses out of
Tulips and Ginger
attracting beautiful butterflies
day and night just for me
to prepare a speech
about tender love
Wishing for you
To become my lady of desire
As the appetite is for you
Which I hope that is all
That you require for us
to continue keeping on
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
Friday, January 19, 2001
Every Time I am With You
From eyes
that look upon you
believing in your beauty
Everlasting thoughts of
my manifestations are
captured in divinity
remarkable in such an entity
love smoothers the world
then life itself
begins to exhale
the oxygen is pure
the water from the sky
we can drink together
there is another form of love
that we can express
to each other called forever
Forever my mind is yours
Forever my thoughts
are for you
Forever I will
follow your lead
because my aim
is to please you
Everytime I am With You
that look upon you
believing in your beauty
Everlasting thoughts of
my manifestations are
captured in divinity
remarkable in such an entity
love smoothers the world
then life itself
begins to exhale
the oxygen is pure
the water from the sky
we can drink together
there is another form of love
that we can express
to each other called forever
Forever my mind is yours
Forever my thoughts
are for you
Forever I will
follow your lead
because my aim
is to please you
Everytime I am With You
Valentine's Day
As you were
Stepping into my life
My understanding of my own
wasn't clear
Until you looked my way
Love at first sight
A crush I experienced
for the first time
balanced my thinking
A star was caught
As the night fell upon
my daydreams
A longing soul
Ready for my all
the things that have made me
who I am
A feeling of good
is the way
I would love to stay with you
Day by heavenly day
aware of your smiles
that you show me
with your heart
locking me into accepting
the best that you have to give
For as long as I live
I wish to breathe
the same air as you
Wishing you a Happy Birthday
everyday I am able to rest
My emotions upon your heart
I feel so good about you
I'm in love
and that is how I want
and need to stay
Whether or not
You present me
with gifts or
materialistic items each day
as I am dedicating my
reason for living to you
This and every
Valentine's Day
Stepping into my life
My understanding of my own
wasn't clear
Until you looked my way
Love at first sight
A crush I experienced
for the first time
balanced my thinking
A star was caught
As the night fell upon
my daydreams
A longing soul
Ready for my all
the things that have made me
who I am
A feeling of good
is the way
I would love to stay with you
Day by heavenly day
aware of your smiles
that you show me
with your heart
locking me into accepting
the best that you have to give
For as long as I live
I wish to breathe
the same air as you
Wishing you a Happy Birthday
everyday I am able to rest
My emotions upon your heart
I feel so good about you
I'm in love
and that is how I want
and need to stay
Whether or not
You present me
with gifts or
materialistic items each day
as I am dedicating my
reason for living to you
This and every
Valentine's Day
Thursday, January 18, 2001
BEAUTIFUL
Ummmmmmm
I must admit
You are doing something to me
It feels good
It feels right
Can this be
The love I was once afraid of
You talk to me
And I imagine
I talk to you
speaking the truth
as the imagery of beautiful stories
Come to mine for me to share
With you and only you
Last night do you remember
The bedtime story about Holding Hands
I made up just for your dreams
To welcome you
Your name your frame
Remember how every woman
Looked the same
Every man
The message in the story
Was about me
wanting to hold your hand
lets take a trip
and show the world
we can STILL be happy before we marry
I’m destined as I compose this poem
To become yours
Your reason
Your energy
your motivation
your dedication
your desire
your acquired immune syndrome
without the deficiency
your everything and more
that you thought
you would never see
awake now, not able to sleep
because of so many things
I have on my mine
Like this poem
I’m writing inspired by you for you
Late at night at this time
Thanking you, because you are
BEAUTIFUL
I must admit
You are doing something to me
It feels good
It feels right
Can this be
The love I was once afraid of
You talk to me
And I imagine
I talk to you
speaking the truth
as the imagery of beautiful stories
Come to mine for me to share
With you and only you
Last night do you remember
The bedtime story about Holding Hands
I made up just for your dreams
To welcome you
Your name your frame
Remember how every woman
Looked the same
Every man
The message in the story
Was about me
wanting to hold your hand
lets take a trip
and show the world
we can STILL be happy before we marry
I’m destined as I compose this poem
To become yours
Your reason
Your energy
your motivation
your dedication
your desire
your acquired immune syndrome
without the deficiency
your everything and more
that you thought
you would never see
awake now, not able to sleep
because of so many things
I have on my mine
Like this poem
I’m writing inspired by you for you
Late at night at this time
Thanking you, because you are
BEAUTIFUL
Wednesday, January 17, 2001
AS I AM
Feelings once again
captured by the inner self
to parallel
the outer disturbances
the distractions
the negative infractions
give me liberty
because I don't like death
standing feet firm
as I play one with the air
my soul glides away
with the wind
to bring back a pure spirit
as secrets of the minds
hold together mankind
I'm apart of this
conscious logic
my imagery far from critical
I believe in Helen Keller
miracles
as in my words
freeing your thoughts
relaxing your nerves
weak is you
just for me to build strength mentally,
I've been following you
can't you see
waiting for you to give me
an opportunity
to enter your world universally conceiving
all thoughts transitively
to keep me secure
AS I AM
captured by the inner self
to parallel
the outer disturbances
the distractions
the negative infractions
give me liberty
because I don't like death
standing feet firm
as I play one with the air
my soul glides away
with the wind
to bring back a pure spirit
as secrets of the minds
hold together mankind
I'm apart of this
conscious logic
my imagery far from critical
I believe in Helen Keller
miracles
as in my words
freeing your thoughts
relaxing your nerves
weak is you
just for me to build strength mentally,
I've been following you
can't you see
waiting for you to give me
an opportunity
to enter your world universally conceiving
all thoughts transitively
to keep me secure
AS I AM
Friday, January 12, 2001
Sprinkle
Your face
Your body
Your mind
I want it all
SPRINKLE yourself upon me
let me guide you
and everything about you
to my world of eternity
to a world with no boundaries
I have already welcomed you
now accept me
SPRINKLE a little love on me
can't you see that I'm lonely
can't you feel my pain
SPRINKLE that strength
as a woman you possess
I am suffering
each and everyday
you are not here
for me to hold close
to my soul
SPRINKLE care over my soul
I want to feel loved
everyday and all day
I surrender my right to you
as I allow you to
Sprinkle
Your body
Your mind
I want it all
SPRINKLE yourself upon me
let me guide you
and everything about you
to my world of eternity
to a world with no boundaries
I have already welcomed you
now accept me
SPRINKLE a little love on me
can't you see that I'm lonely
can't you feel my pain
SPRINKLE that strength
as a woman you possess
I am suffering
each and everyday
you are not here
for me to hold close
to my soul
SPRINKLE care over my soul
I want to feel loved
everyday and all day
I surrender my right to you
as I allow you to
Sprinkle
Tuesday, January 09, 2001
Words You Speak
And then it came to pass
The situations leading to which
Allowing me to believe
That something beautiful can become of us
I would like to answer your questions
If that had to do with getting to know more
You customarily analyze my history
For your personal doctrine
I become defensive
Only because of the fact
That you don’t want to
Take the time to listen
You say that I’m distant
To be honest I’m more or less fed up
Time and time again
I find myself having to get up
Just to gain your undivided attention
I find myself having to change
Why?
What is wrong with me now?
You say I’m too blunt
You say I’m not one who is in need
How do you figure?
Expressing that when I never find
You expressing anything to me
And I’m full of everything negative
Because at times I can be sexually explicit
What is the real problem?
Are your ears so fragile so delicate
But deaf to your own
Words You Speak
The situations leading to which
Allowing me to believe
That something beautiful can become of us
I would like to answer your questions
If that had to do with getting to know more
You customarily analyze my history
For your personal doctrine
I become defensive
Only because of the fact
That you don’t want to
Take the time to listen
You say that I’m distant
To be honest I’m more or less fed up
Time and time again
I find myself having to get up
Just to gain your undivided attention
I find myself having to change
Why?
What is wrong with me now?
You say I’m too blunt
You say I’m not one who is in need
How do you figure?
Expressing that when I never find
You expressing anything to me
And I’m full of everything negative
Because at times I can be sexually explicit
What is the real problem?
Are your ears so fragile so delicate
But deaf to your own
Words You Speak
Me and You
Like 2 as 1 for us
as the equals,
the sky and the sun
let us always welcome
the other in each of our days,
the stem from the root
is our transformation today,
meeting you as unexpected
as the son that God gave
the spiritual awakening
in my heart
because of your call
has been laid,
eclipsing the sins
from my thoughts
which were once
not only hidden
but also enslaved,
because of the 2
which is needed
to discover the strength
which equates the motivation
toward how
with each other we behave
I want to experience you
in the sunset
as well as the sunrise
therefore
my place is here forever
like it has always been for
Me and You
as the equals,
the sky and the sun
let us always welcome
the other in each of our days,
the stem from the root
is our transformation today,
meeting you as unexpected
as the son that God gave
the spiritual awakening
in my heart
because of your call
has been laid,
eclipsing the sins
from my thoughts
which were once
not only hidden
but also enslaved,
because of the 2
which is needed
to discover the strength
which equates the motivation
toward how
with each other we behave
I want to experience you
in the sunset
as well as the sunrise
therefore
my place is here forever
like it has always been for
Me and You
Being a Friend
I sit here and think
About seeing
your lovely face again,
Wondering
if this is for real
or pretend,
We are both
very attractive people,
It’s beautiful,
the way I long
to once again
allow my shadow
to lie beneath you,
I developed a crush on you,
because I wanted to
living for the sequel,
My rainbow
is in the air
for you right now
As I address the heavens,
angels take their bows
Providing me
with everlasting smiles to give out,
Caught in your arms
not wanting to be freed,
Longing to unconditionally
love you endlessly,
Stop and think
to yourself right now,
why you feel the way you do,
and the reason why you smile,
I guess that I can say
that I'm at it again,
for the compassion to grow,
as it will never end
Due to the fact of you
Being a Friend
About seeing
your lovely face again,
Wondering
if this is for real
or pretend,
We are both
very attractive people,
It’s beautiful,
the way I long
to once again
allow my shadow
to lie beneath you,
I developed a crush on you,
because I wanted to
living for the sequel,
My rainbow
is in the air
for you right now
As I address the heavens,
angels take their bows
Providing me
with everlasting smiles to give out,
Caught in your arms
not wanting to be freed,
Longing to unconditionally
love you endlessly,
Stop and think
to yourself right now,
why you feel the way you do,
and the reason why you smile,
I guess that I can say
that I'm at it again,
for the compassion to grow,
as it will never end
Due to the fact of you
Being a Friend
Monday, January 08, 2001
Manufactured
In the beginning
there were shackles
strapped to my ankles
blood dripping
from the tightness
no aloe vera
just dirt and water
forming mud to heal
my wounds
my hands tied with twine
dipped in acid
not boric
smelled strong like turpentine
wallowing in the depths
of the south
filthy taste forever
will lay in my mouth
buried up to my neck
defecating on my head
I ask the lord to protect
my mind from vengeance
and to forgive those
who not no what they do
but in this case
is was clear to me
that I was truly the enemy
the color of my skin
looked upon as unfriendly
but never harmed me
as each lash from the whip
left a scar
but healing instantly
less not I forget
my soul my spirit
my body my heart
can you feel it
finger split
so the flies can sip
my testament
taking away my vision
making it extremely translucent
what am I to do now
what is my purpose
surviving this
the torture
the interrogation
I REMAIN
linking the strength to OSIRUS
thoughts seen in the air
PAPYRUS
as my AFRICAN history
is no longer a mystery
thoughts plastered
meditation mastered
as I'm a jewel
from beginning to the end
that can never be
Manufactured
there were shackles
strapped to my ankles
blood dripping
from the tightness
no aloe vera
just dirt and water
forming mud to heal
my wounds
my hands tied with twine
dipped in acid
not boric
smelled strong like turpentine
wallowing in the depths
of the south
filthy taste forever
will lay in my mouth
buried up to my neck
defecating on my head
I ask the lord to protect
my mind from vengeance
and to forgive those
who not no what they do
but in this case
is was clear to me
that I was truly the enemy
the color of my skin
looked upon as unfriendly
but never harmed me
as each lash from the whip
left a scar
but healing instantly
less not I forget
my soul my spirit
my body my heart
can you feel it
finger split
so the flies can sip
my testament
taking away my vision
making it extremely translucent
what am I to do now
what is my purpose
surviving this
the torture
the interrogation
I REMAIN
linking the strength to OSIRUS
thoughts seen in the air
PAPYRUS
as my AFRICAN history
is no longer a mystery
thoughts plastered
meditation mastered
as I'm a jewel
from beginning to the end
that can never be
Manufactured
For Better and For Worse
Hey You
molecular structure
mother of newborn nature
eyes open wide
I'm beginning to
fall in love with your behavior
destined now
to achieve the ultimate
Black woman
let me be black with you
a black man
with two black hands
to build for you
a new black land
untouched by any other
more scared than
Indian reservations
lets count the different
levels of prognostication
for one, if for right now
I can predict our future
I would have to apply
my own suture
cause you don't want me
like I want you
all things I believe
take time to grow
so what is wrong
with you letting me
be that moisture
that you need
at least that is what I think
truly, you must believe me
why else would
out of my sleep I awake
thoughts of you
in my mind
with Jesus I chase
the look on your face
has I want to be loved
written all over it
so submit and hold my hand
let's walk and talk again
I feel real like a friend
who is a friend for real
and not pretend
let me love you
right now along with these words
For Better and For Worse
molecular structure
mother of newborn nature
eyes open wide
I'm beginning to
fall in love with your behavior
destined now
to achieve the ultimate
Black woman
let me be black with you
a black man
with two black hands
to build for you
a new black land
untouched by any other
more scared than
Indian reservations
lets count the different
levels of prognostication
for one, if for right now
I can predict our future
I would have to apply
my own suture
cause you don't want me
like I want you
all things I believe
take time to grow
so what is wrong
with you letting me
be that moisture
that you need
at least that is what I think
truly, you must believe me
why else would
out of my sleep I awake
thoughts of you
in my mind
with Jesus I chase
the look on your face
has I want to be loved
written all over it
so submit and hold my hand
let's walk and talk again
I feel real like a friend
who is a friend for real
and not pretend
let me love you
right now along with these words
For Better and For Worse
Friday, January 05, 2001
Irresponsible Contributions
I need to understand
I need to understand
Why we fight
I wake up to fall asleep
What is it that you do?
Who is it that you think about?
As you read this
Love Poems in your life now
Soft like Charmin
That you haven't even squeezed yet
Memorized
Recited to family, friends
And even your man
High power skills
Smothered by natural talent
I can make you smile
I can make you
Want to swim the Nile
For my touch
That you shouldn't rush
Cause if you do
I will retreat fast than
My lust that I have for you
Disguised by the crush
Operation performed
On your brain cells
Just to keep you comfortable
Until you start acting
Untouchable
Guard up attitude
Indestructible
Letting me leave my feelings
Way in front of you
When along you should've
Been trying to meet me
Half way
Instead of my doorway
Damn
In and out in and out
Letting my heat out
While letting your heat in
What an exchange
What a bargain
Any day now
Feelings caught
Quicker than a slow child
I'm not retarded for love
I'm retarded for what
Love is about
Damn
Again cornered
Different approach
Same position
What is a man like me?
Suppose to do
There’s no answer
But plenty of solutions
With a lot of
Irresponsible Contributions
I need to understand
Why we fight
I wake up to fall asleep
What is it that you do?
Who is it that you think about?
As you read this
Love Poems in your life now
Soft like Charmin
That you haven't even squeezed yet
Memorized
Recited to family, friends
And even your man
High power skills
Smothered by natural talent
I can make you smile
I can make you
Want to swim the Nile
For my touch
That you shouldn't rush
Cause if you do
I will retreat fast than
My lust that I have for you
Disguised by the crush
Operation performed
On your brain cells
Just to keep you comfortable
Until you start acting
Untouchable
Guard up attitude
Indestructible
Letting me leave my feelings
Way in front of you
When along you should've
Been trying to meet me
Half way
Instead of my doorway
Damn
In and out in and out
Letting my heat out
While letting your heat in
What an exchange
What a bargain
Any day now
Feelings caught
Quicker than a slow child
I'm not retarded for love
I'm retarded for what
Love is about
Damn
Again cornered
Different approach
Same position
What is a man like me?
Suppose to do
There’s no answer
But plenty of solutions
With a lot of
Irresponsible Contributions
Wednesday, January 03, 2001
When You Were Here
On the road again
By myself again
I’m witnessing
My lonely state
The inability to share
The feelings I have right now
I’m missing you more than ever
My steps are shorter
My awaking takes longer
Something I once had, gone
Like warm weather in the winter
I asked the Lord to keep me
In my prayers last night
He
for the first time spoke to me
I became afraid
I thought he was going to reveal you to me
That angelic smile your holy spirit
That I never could identified with
Until now
The Lord took his time with me
And showed me how
He showed me how to live
He opened up his heart
And welcomed me to stay
I was so amazed
By the way he blessed me
The way his entity caressed me
I felt your presence near
I started calling your name
Then the Lord shed a tear
Because I was not ready
To witness your fear
Your pain your hurt
Scorned as a woman
Whom which no body cared
I cry even more now because
I wasn’t prepared
To lose you
As I did
When You Were Here
By myself again
I’m witnessing
My lonely state
The inability to share
The feelings I have right now
I’m missing you more than ever
My steps are shorter
My awaking takes longer
Something I once had, gone
Like warm weather in the winter
I asked the Lord to keep me
In my prayers last night
He
for the first time spoke to me
I became afraid
I thought he was going to reveal you to me
That angelic smile your holy spirit
That I never could identified with
Until now
The Lord took his time with me
And showed me how
He showed me how to live
He opened up his heart
And welcomed me to stay
I was so amazed
By the way he blessed me
The way his entity caressed me
I felt your presence near
I started calling your name
Then the Lord shed a tear
Because I was not ready
To witness your fear
Your pain your hurt
Scorned as a woman
Whom which no body cared
I cry even more now because
I wasn’t prepared
To lose you
As I did
When You Were Here
Tuesday, January 02, 2001
So Peaceful
I think now I make the decision final
I want you as my own
My friend
Open up your heart to me
show me your way
explain to me
how you see the world
the way you see clouds
racing by in the sky
share with me your thoughts
on the sun
the resting of the oceans
Earth
You
Can I live righteously
on your planet?
I am willing
to put everything aside
just to grow in you
Woman nurture my heart
and protect me
inside you is the strength
that had once
help a life to breathe
I am truly aware of this
that is why you are special
if nothing else right now
I think of you
and shake when I don't
I am addicted
I'm hooked on
your appearance
your smile
The way you kiss me
Your eye contact
You held me hostage
until I died
you became saddened
and gave me another chance
by bringing me back to life
for you and only you
it might sound crazy
but this, I know.
My heart beats
the same as your heart
the way you sleep
like your equal
is the way I feel
when you are next to me
I must say everything remains
So Peaceful
I want you as my own
My friend
Open up your heart to me
show me your way
explain to me
how you see the world
the way you see clouds
racing by in the sky
share with me your thoughts
on the sun
the resting of the oceans
Earth
You
Can I live righteously
on your planet?
I am willing
to put everything aside
just to grow in you
Woman nurture my heart
and protect me
inside you is the strength
that had once
help a life to breathe
I am truly aware of this
that is why you are special
if nothing else right now
I think of you
and shake when I don't
I am addicted
I'm hooked on
your appearance
your smile
The way you kiss me
Your eye contact
You held me hostage
until I died
you became saddened
and gave me another chance
by bringing me back to life
for you and only you
it might sound crazy
but this, I know.
My heart beats
the same as your heart
the way you sleep
like your equal
is the way I feel
when you are next to me
I must say everything remains
So Peaceful
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