The Rebirth of Fashion

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Wednesday, January 31, 2001

A Place to Call Love

I lifted my head
as I walked home
again last night
I aligned my
spiritual harmony upon
what I saw and started
to sing
amazed by the thoughts
you have inspired continuously
"When will my time"
"Be the right time"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"To comfort and keep me"
"To love and need me"
"As I long to desire you
completely"
"I want to be so good to you"
"I need to be so good to you"
"Just so I can live life"
"Non discreetly"
"No more pain"
"No more new names"
"No more games"
"Right now my concentration
is on loving you each day"
"Allowing only dedication to keep us strong"
"Like the true meaning
of this song"
singing it felt so good
the air so clear
welcoming my melodious cry
I even attracted
an audience made up of stars
forming smiles in the sky
hoping that you would notice
as you return in from outside
so fragile are my thoughts
as a child of the moon
is a cancer in need of

A Place to Call Love

Monday, January 29, 2001

TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU

My heart goes out to you
my care, my tears, my warmth, my fear
I cried on my flight last night
as I fight my feelings right now
I never met a soul
until I met yours
I never made love to love
until I made love to yours
Soul mates
I ask if we qualify to be such
remember call my name
and I'll come running
exposing my feelings
which I hope are enough
for you to welcome me
over and over again
relocating just to hold you
relocating because of how I feel
relocating to bring you a man
who really cares about you
a man who is not afraid
to be true to you
while allowing you to be you
this and everyday
I shall cherish each memory
to come of you
as I strive

TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU

Thursday, January 25, 2001

Inside and Out

Sweet love
was made again
as the night spent
is now a memory
of you and I
Visions of your beautiful
naked body
run through my mind
leaving me
with only one question
Can I belong to just you?
would it be possible
to handcuff my warmth
penetically to what I
enjoy sucking on?
spoiling me and my lust
I thank you for your trust
in the way you keep
allowing me to thrust
so rhythmically inside of you
as I will one day
search for that light
just to become one with you
as I explore my world
looking for whip cream
chains and straps
I want you to enter
and pull the freak out
as I prepare right now
to bang your knees out
for every time you lay
on your back
my aim is only to straighten
your spine out
I don't want to be quiet
I want to express out loud
how you are making me
truly feel

Inside and Out

Wednesday, January 24, 2001

Your Beautiful Smile

I'm chasing every
opportunity
to see you
A VELVET PAINTING
a lovely image of a QUEEN
happy to be a QUEEN
dignity reigning supreme
with an attitude
stronger than pride
it is I who seeks to exchange
expressions with you
this is oh so true
as these thoughts
are balanced
with no need for a scale
because of how close
I feel to you
blessed as well as fortunate
as a man who
has longed for such happiness
finally receiving
such a priceless gift
awaiting an invitation
for me to travel 1439 miles
4hours and 51minutes
just to see

Your Beautiful Smile

ON YOUR BIRTHDAY

Today for you
I'll make an exception
Lasting my abilities
for your everlasting welcome
as we were together
for our souls to remember
something different
with the way you repositioned
my heart from the start
I believe in you
as this day is now half
still with enough time
for me to share
how special you are
I think about you
wishing upon a star
the same way your eyes
twinkled each night
we grew apart
Remember I am here to
express to you
just because you are
the source of this energy
that quietly flows through me
Unique as the smile
you continued to show me
Doesn’t it feel good to
fall in love?
it felt good to me
A man with two hands
waiting with gifts to give
to you as you were to me
So precious in everyway
as every kiss will be saved
for your everyday allowing me
to feel special along with you

ON YOUR BIRTHDAY

Tuesday, January 23, 2001

AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER

A window slightly cracked
To welcome a temperature
Just right for you and I
To rest in each others dreams
As the aroma of spring drapes
The walls of my room
Potpourri eases the mind
As lilacs secures patience
of the tears
ready to form in my eyes
Carnation promises are made
To tighten my grip on life
and the joy
of daffodil pillows
Providing my head
With thoughts of you, so soft
As to the color of melodies
sung out loud
by a sunflower orchestra
Complimenting a sweet surprise
from the tropics,
Daily
let me provide you exotica
with my voice
followed by my touch
I want you
to smell the Orchids
Accompanied by
Birds of paradise
where I want to bring you,
Making you dresses out of
Tulips and Ginger
attracting beautiful butterflies
day and night just for me
to prepare a speech
about tender love
Wishing for you
To become my lady of desire
As the appetite is for you
Which I hope that is all
That you require for us
to continue keeping on

AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER

Friday, January 19, 2001

Every Time I am With You

From eyes
that look upon you
believing in your beauty
Everlasting thoughts of
my manifestations are
captured in divinity
remarkable in such an entity
love smoothers the world
then life itself
begins to exhale
the oxygen is pure
the water from the sky
we can drink together
there is another form of love
that we can express
to each other called forever
Forever my mind is yours
Forever my thoughts
are for you
Forever I will
follow your lead
because my aim
is to please you

Everytime I am With You

Valentine's Day

As you were
Stepping into my life
My understanding of my own
wasn't clear
Until you looked my way
Love at first sight
A crush I experienced
for the first time
balanced my thinking
A star was caught
As the night fell upon
my daydreams
A longing soul
Ready for my all
the things that have made me
who I am
A feeling of good
is the way
I would love to stay with you
Day by heavenly day
aware of your smiles
that you show me
with your heart
locking me into accepting
the best that you have to give
For as long as I live
I wish to breathe
the same air as you
Wishing you a Happy Birthday
everyday I am able to rest
My emotions upon your heart
I feel so good about you
I'm in love
and that is how I want
and need to stay
Whether or not
You present me
with gifts or
materialistic items each day
as I am dedicating my
reason for living to you
This and every

Valentine's Day

Thursday, January 18, 2001

BEAUTIFUL

Ummmmmmm
I must admit
You are doing something to me
It feels good
It feels right
Can this be
The love I was once afraid of
You talk to me
And I imagine
I talk to you
speaking the truth
as the imagery of beautiful stories
Come to mine for me to share
With you and only you
Last night do you remember
The bedtime story about Holding Hands
I made up just for your dreams
To welcome you
Your name your frame
Remember how every woman
Looked the same
Every man
The message in the story
Was about me
wanting to hold your hand
lets take a trip
and show the world
we can STILL be happy before we marry
I’m destined as I compose this poem
To become yours
Your reason
Your energy
your motivation
your dedication
your desire
your acquired immune syndrome
without the deficiency
your everything and more
that you thought
you would never see
awake now, not able to sleep
because of so many things
I have on my mine
Like this poem
I’m writing inspired by you for you
Late at night at this time
Thanking you, because you are

BEAUTIFUL

Wednesday, January 17, 2001

AS I AM

Feelings once again
captured by the inner self
to parallel
the outer disturbances
the distractions
the negative infractions
give me liberty
because I don't like death
standing feet firm
as I play one with the air
my soul glides away
with the wind
to bring back a pure spirit
as secrets of the minds
hold together mankind
I'm apart of this
conscious logic
my imagery far from critical
I believe in Helen Keller
miracles
as in my words
freeing your thoughts
relaxing your nerves
weak is you
just for me to build strength mentally,
I've been following you
can't you see
waiting for you to give me
an opportunity
to enter your world universally conceiving
all thoughts transitively
to keep me secure

AS I AM

Friday, January 12, 2001

Sprinkle

Your face
Your body
Your mind
I want it all
SPRINKLE yourself upon me
let me guide you
and everything about you
to my world of eternity
to a world with no boundaries
I have already welcomed you
now accept me
SPRINKLE a little love on me
can't you see that I'm lonely
can't you feel my pain
SPRINKLE that strength
as a woman you possess
I am suffering
each and everyday
you are not here
for me to hold close
to my soul
SPRINKLE care over my soul
I want to feel loved
everyday and all day
I surrender my right to you
as I allow you to

Sprinkle

Tuesday, January 09, 2001

Words You Speak

And then it came to pass
The situations leading to which
Allowing me to believe
That something beautiful can become of us
I would like to answer your questions
If that had to do with getting to know more
You customarily analyze my history
For your personal doctrine
I become defensive
Only because of the fact
That you don’t want to
Take the time to listen
You say that I’m distant
To be honest I’m more or less fed up
Time and time again
I find myself having to get up
Just to gain your undivided attention
I find myself having to change
Why?
What is wrong with me now?
You say I’m too blunt
You say I’m not one who is in need
How do you figure?
Expressing that when I never find
You expressing anything to me
And I’m full of everything negative
Because at times I can be sexually explicit
What is the real problem?
Are your ears so fragile so delicate
But deaf to your own

Words You Speak

Me and You

Like 2 as 1 for us
as the equals,
the sky and the sun
let us always welcome
the other in each of our days,
the stem from the root
is our transformation today,
meeting you as unexpected
as the son that God gave
the spiritual awakening
in my heart
because of your call
has been laid,
eclipsing the sins
from my thoughts
which were once
not only hidden
but also enslaved,
because of the 2
which is needed
to discover the strength
which equates the motivation
toward how
with each other we behave
I want to experience you
in the sunset
as well as the sunrise
therefore
my place is here forever
like it has always been for

Me and You

Being a Friend

I sit here and think
About seeing
your lovely face again,
Wondering
if this is for real
or pretend,
We are both
very attractive people,
It’s beautiful,
the way I long
to once again
allow my shadow
to lie beneath you,
I developed a crush on you,
because I wanted to
living for the sequel,
My rainbow
is in the air
for you right now
As I address the heavens,
angels take their bows
Providing me
with everlasting smiles to give out,
Caught in your arms
not wanting to be freed,
Longing to unconditionally
love you endlessly,
Stop and think
to yourself right now,
why you feel the way you do,
and the reason why you smile,
I guess that I can say
that I'm at it again,
for the compassion to grow,
as it will never end
Due to the fact of you

Being a Friend

Monday, January 08, 2001

Manufactured

In the beginning
there were shackles
strapped to my ankles
blood dripping
from the tightness
no aloe vera
just dirt and water
forming mud to heal
my wounds
my hands tied with twine
dipped in acid
not boric
smelled strong like turpentine
wallowing in the depths
of the south
filthy taste forever
will lay in my mouth
buried up to my neck
defecating on my head
I ask the lord to protect
my mind from vengeance
and to forgive those
who not no what they do
but in this case
is was clear to me
that I was truly the enemy
the color of my skin
looked upon as unfriendly
but never harmed me
as each lash from the whip
left a scar
but healing instantly
less not I forget
my soul my spirit
my body my heart
can you feel it
finger split
so the flies can sip
my testament
taking away my vision
making it extremely translucent
what am I to do now
what is my purpose
surviving this
the torture
the interrogation
I REMAIN
linking the strength to OSIRUS
thoughts seen in the air
PAPYRUS
as my AFRICAN history
is no longer a mystery
thoughts plastered
meditation mastered
as I'm a jewel
from beginning to the end
that can never be

Manufactured

For Better and For Worse

Hey You
molecular structure
mother of newborn nature
eyes open wide
I'm beginning to
fall in love with your behavior
destined now
to achieve the ultimate
Black woman
let me be black with you
a black man
with two black hands
to build for you
a new black land
untouched by any other
more scared than
Indian reservations
lets count the different
levels of prognostication
for one, if for right now
I can predict our future
I would have to apply
my own suture
cause you don't want me
like I want you
all things I believe
take time to grow
so what is wrong
with you letting me
be that moisture
that you need
at least that is what I think
truly, you must believe me
why else would
out of my sleep I awake
thoughts of you
in my mind
with Jesus I chase
the look on your face
has I want to be loved
written all over it
so submit and hold my hand
let's walk and talk again
I feel real like a friend
who is a friend for real
and not pretend
let me love you
right now along with these words

For Better and For Worse

Friday, January 05, 2001

Song by Norman Connors Titled: My Starship

Irresponsible Contributions

I need to understand
I need to understand
Why we fight
I wake up to fall asleep
What is it that you do?
Who is it that you think about?
As you read this
Love Poems in your life now
Soft like Charmin
That you haven't even squeezed yet
Memorized
Recited to family, friends
And even your man
High power skills
Smothered by natural talent
I can make you smile
I can make you
Want to swim the Nile
For my touch
That you shouldn't rush
Cause if you do
I will retreat fast than
My lust that I have for you
Disguised by the crush
Operation performed
On your brain cells
Just to keep you comfortable
Until you start acting
Untouchable
Guard up attitude
Indestructible
Letting me leave my feelings
Way in front of you
When along you should've
Been trying to meet me
Half way
Instead of my doorway
Damn
In and out in and out
Letting my heat out
While letting your heat in
What an exchange
What a bargain
Any day now
Feelings caught
Quicker than a slow child
I'm not retarded for love
I'm retarded for what
Love is about
Damn
Again cornered
Different approach
Same position
What is a man like me?
Suppose to do
There’s no answer
But plenty of solutions
With a lot of

Irresponsible Contributions

Wednesday, January 03, 2001

When You Were Here

On the road again
By myself again
I’m witnessing
My lonely state
The inability to share
The feelings I have right now
I’m missing you more than ever
My steps are shorter
My awaking takes longer
Something I once had, gone
Like warm weather in the winter
I asked the Lord to keep me
In my prayers last night
He
for the first time spoke to me
I became afraid
I thought he was going to reveal you to me
That angelic smile your holy spirit
That I never could identified with
Until now
The Lord took his time with me
And showed me how
He showed me how to live
He opened up his heart
And welcomed me to stay
I was so amazed
By the way he blessed me
The way his entity caressed me
I felt your presence near
I started calling your name
Then the Lord shed a tear
Because I was not ready
To witness your fear
Your pain your hurt
Scorned as a woman
Whom which no body cared
I cry even more now because
I wasn’t prepared
To lose you
As I did

When You Were Here

Tuesday, January 02, 2001

So Peaceful

I think now I make the decision final
I want you as my own
My friend
Open up your heart to me
show me your way
explain to me
how you see the world
the way you see clouds
racing by in the sky
share with me your thoughts
on the sun
the resting of the oceans
Earth
You
Can I live righteously
on your planet?
I am willing
to put everything aside
just to grow in you
Woman nurture my heart
and protect me
inside you is the strength
that had once
help a life to breathe
I am truly aware of this
that is why you are special
if nothing else right now
I think of you
and shake when I don't
I am addicted
I'm hooked on
your appearance
your smile
The way you kiss me
Your eye contact
You held me hostage
until I died
you became saddened
and gave me another chance
by bringing me back to life
for you and only you
it might sound crazy
but this, I know.
My heart beats
the same as your heart
the way you sleep
like your equal
is the way I feel
when you are next to me
I must say everything remains

So Peaceful