I Want to be Addicted....

I just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings where just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the'
wait......this just in

I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start........so here I go.
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can just quietly enter you,
my penis does breathe for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you
over and over again,
I'm so nasty......
I want you to pour your life
inside of my mouth,,,,
I want to look like those idiots
in those got milk ads,,,
got cum or shall I say gism,
I would like to freeze
or better yet consider saving it,
because what will happen
when you are not around,
I may be in need of it
and you no - no one can
do it better or like I can, cause

I Want to be Addicted....

To Permanently Keep Safe

I wake up to think about you,
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight, head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever
and listen to one another
can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother
or relax physically and emotionally
right next to each other?
I am destined to be that Man
for your tears to fall,
so tender as the touch
of an open heart to a cotton ball,
never to blink, is the approach I shall take
as pictures are to be developed
your smile is forever in my mind

To Permanently Keep Safe

Even the Best of Us

You are so dear
and special to me,
this is new to me,
I don't know how
you may take this,
I hope in a good way,
you are the first woman
I've cried for,
I cry for all of the reasons
I share my poetry with you,
I cry for the time we take
in expressing our feelings to each other,
I cry because you are
the first beautiful young lady
that shows an insurmountable interest
in me as a person,
I cry because I want you to last forever,
usually there is an agenda,
but with you it is different,
you are like a sensation
I never felt before.
Everything that I share with you is real,
and I apologize if I let the man
in me get out of hand,
but you have to realize that,
and you probably know this already,
you are very sexy,
and that kind of attraction,
can take it's toll on

Even the Best of Us

To Relax Our Shadows With

If I can count how many ways to please you
I would fall asleep dreaming about waking up
just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you
even when I don't try.
So ask yourself, or just forever wonder why,
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make
passionate silk sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that
just taking this time to use
my own personal fantasy visualizations to express
the way I hunger for more of your time,
more of your subliminal escapes to my shine
as the suns rays are ours

To Relax Our Shadows With

Its Yours

I wondered what it would be
if I stood with you under a sky
full of light, full of gentle breezes,
I will hold you tight enough to my heart
I will hold you with attention from the start,
and then we smile, and listen
birds are chirping to our pulse
as we continue to wait for a sign,
a sign to start with the fantasy
of resting in one another souls,
I want you to have mine because

Its Yours

Longlast With Me

I want to think of you as mine
I want to last in your mind
I forever.
I want you to think about me
in your time of despair
Think about AHKMEL
Loving you unconditionally
Like a man is suppose to
Remember the introduction
Remember the respect
I showed you from the start
Have control of your passion
Your distractions
for all I will ever desire
from you is your heart
along with its undivided attention
For you I will cross my soul
and hope to stay alive
just for one more night
to express to you
what is on my mind
Woman I want to make you my song
The never ending soft melody
I hear when I awake
in the morning
The perfect chirp
giving my a reason to rise
fixing you breakfast
and a cup of tea or coffee
before you go to work
So craft with me
and laugh with me
so that you will

Longlast With Me

Poetic Communication

charles says:
Good morning
Shaanna says:
good morning
charles says:
how are you today
Shaanna says:
i'm fine, but my boss is kind of moody which is kind of affecting my mood, ya know?
charles says:
I will leave you in peace and hope to see you soon
Shaanna says:
who said i needed to be left in peace?
charles says:
lets do something right now
Shaanna says:
what do you want to do?
charles says:
let us lead each other with courageous smiles certifying our endless search for love and understanding.....now you add how and what you feel like continuing with a verse in an expressive poetic form
Shaanna says:
holding hands, walking together in a path leading to an eternity of happiness....
charles says:
I wish to be that forever in your life/ no worry needed ever as I grasp your life to protect and secure it with mine own...
Shaanna says:
all fears have been erased as the power of your being has cralwed into my heart and healed the wounds left by others
charles says:
remarkable is the staff that shines, the eyes that gleam/ let me hold the world in my arms for you/ we can take trips like this forever
charles says:
we can take trips like this forever
Shaanna says:
wanting for nothing, as my world is complete with your presence, seeing the world with eyes of love, soaking up what is your essence
charles says:
afraid nor, the spells of the original creator
Shaanna says:
he, who has placed you in my life, as my angel, my everlasting sunshine
charles says:
letting the warmth and breath of reassurance coat your soul/ flamboyantly I relate to the wonders of your mentality and its control/ my slavery exist for you

Everlasting Love

Eyes water,
look the umbrella
of a lash
catches the elegance of you
hidden compassion,
Broken scriptures
manifested verbally over
soft melodies of the ocean,
mermaids I see
dance for the sun and swim
for the chance
to capture the tears that I
have cried for you,
Lonely without your scent,
Alone again with just
the last memory of a
.....words can't describe
your radiance
leave from your shadow,
and stand beside me,
stand beside a creature of
Earth created for you
from birth, I know I've met
you for a reason
where because of the touch
of your hand
keeps me breathing
and needing,
hoping and praying
for that one moment
to provide you with

Everlasting Love